~littleanimegirl

So you know what isn't so fun. Getting diagnosed with Borderline Personality disorder. Like I always knew there was something up with me ( and so did other people) But I always put it down to depression and anxiety. Turns out it was more than that. For anyone who doesn't know what BPD is, just google it. In a nutshell, Life is hell for me and I am now officially a freak....

Well maybe not a freak but something close to it. Although after having been diagnosed with it, It really does explain alot of things and puts stuff into perspective. It makes me realize why so many things in my life failed or just went horribly wrong, And why some people don't talk to me now. what makes me really mad though is the lack of knowledge alot of people have about this, Including doctors and shrinks. I mean if alot of people have this, why is so little known about it. What has helped though is a couple books I was recommended. They have proven to be very helpful and made me, and my girlfriend understand alot more about BPD.

It is really an awful mental disease to have and those of us that do have it know how hellish our lives are, For those who don't it makes trying to understand us near impossible...

All that I can hope for is that I can learn how to have a somewhat normal life and people who know me won't judge me...